This day is wednesday. Its still same with the other day. I have leisure time to do nothing. I dont know when this condition will continue. Sometime, I remember what my aunt said. still remembering every word that she said. "I dont want my time lost with nothing. What a useless I am if it happens. So, I always try to get job information on every company that offer a job." I know her She is a hard worker, nice person, and a person typed dont want to got mess everyone around her. She also told me her experience working in a company. She got scolded and pressure by senior, got bad environment like there are person who dont like her, the salary that not suitable with her worked..and everything. Hearing it, I was felt like I am bad person, useless person, and annoyed person. I am to egoist even dont care everything around me. Poor me!
This day is same with the other day. I dont know what I do, what I want to do, and what I have done. I am 24 years old now and have graduate in famous university in this country. However, I just stupid person. It was like what I have in the past was like mote that vanished whatsoever.
Despite of all, I realize that is me. I really know that is me. I cant denied it but I want to change it. I want to change myself. What would I do? Then someone on myself said "you just try and try and then pray."
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