Welcome 2015!

Bismillahirrakhmanirrakhim..

Its been a while didn't see this blog. Sorry being for it.
I have to say welcome for 2015 and say goodbye for 2014 even if I still have assignment given in 2014. What a silly of me ~

In the beginning of new year, Sekai no Owari say welcome to me as well. Right now, I am officially being member of RAINS, A fansclub of Sekai no Owari. So, please encourage me to be struggle in the new world~ Take me to starlight parade, the wold of real fantasy~ I am off i your assistance~

Of course like everyone in this 2015, I also have some wish especially to face all day in this year. First, I wish I can speak more, make conversation with a lot of people. Shared idea and make discussion with a lot of people. I want to be active in the class, I want to be undestand person. It's not because value and credit, but I want to get new knowledge and experience like wished that I want before went this university. I wish I can be a productive and useful person for everyone. Learning from another people and remodeling it become an new idea then implementing it in the society is one of my vision!

Second, I don't want to waste my life here. Since I've already here, I wish I can learn everything. Joining sekaowa fc, joining student activity to make a friend especially japanese. Since now even in my mind, it is like I just want to make a friend with japanese for real. I don't know why that kind of thing came to my mind. it's probably I've already infected to be japanese addicted. Making conversation with amy made me thought about everything for my future. Like she said, she didn't have any intention to comeback to her country. She thinks her country is suck because you know being part of communist country for her is frustating. She can't do everything that she want. The state inhibit all of people and have to obedient with all of the rules. As she could be went out from her country and here now, she want to be more productive here, doing some provitable works, and life in peace here. Sometimes remembering her sentences, made me rethinking again what should I do after graduate. Eventhough it's still one year aproximately, I don't want just let it go through the air. I want to think and decided it before it have to be decided. I don't want to repeat my false the past.

Third, I want to focus on my future but it's doesn't mean I am to arrogant and egoistic. I just don't want involved with another thing that I can't reach. Just let it go and give up for the thing that probably is not worth to be striven for. I already lost for it. just forget and face the future. Lets keep moving, as amy said!

This three month just away and I have to be more struggle more fought with more spirit! Don't be being cowarded, Akio! You can do it, as you want and you can!