Bismillahirrakhmanirrakhim...
I don't know what I feel now. I just want to express my feeling now and cry. It was really embarrassing but it can't be help. My ability actually my English isn't good enough!
Today I have tutorial class for seminar I. As like tutorial, we have to share the knowledge or understanding material to each other. Yap! We discussed the material that Matsunaga sensei gave last week. Tutor said that we have to read the material if we want to participate the tutorial. And yes, I already read it. I read it as well and actually I understand what was explained in material although it wasn't full. But, I knew it. I can explain to you in Bahasa..not in English.
I really want to cry when tutor said to me that its okay, just said what you have read, just express and said to me. It was really hard to say what I have read to you even I knew it. I just..when I am going to say something, that vocab like didn't available in my brain. My brain is totally blank. Ya Allah...I don't understand...
And suddenly my tears felt down....
Its okay, start from now, I want to..no! I have to use English everyday. I have to read the book everyday even it isn't the material from sensei. I have to start with making conversation with others. And it is better to make summaries all the books already read. Proving it, Akio!
Promise it! You have to struggle as like tutor said to you! If you struggle it, you will do it. There must be rain to create the rainbow, right!
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