Bismillahirrakhmanirrakhim...
Sometimes I feel that can I do it well. Sometimes, I want to scream in the field near dorm that I can do it. Sometimes, I feel really disappointed with my ability. It wasn't anything but I just thought I want to be stronger than before. Allah gomennasai, I know Allah will give us everything that we want if we make effort to reach it. That was my parents always said to me.
Sometimes, I want to scream to someone that didn't know what I meant. I know my vocab still standard. That why I just used the easy vocab that I could remind. Sometimes, it was really hard to say something because I was like in hurry to express my feeling but at the same time I have to think the word that I want to use. Hahaha ya it isn't happen in english, I feel like that when I want to say in bahasa as well. Nah, especially when I have to talk in front of people. It really hard like there is tape in my mouth!
It just like I have to more relax, right. I just still tried to adapt here.
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